I told a friend about the time-slip I noticed earlier.
“What do you think it could mean?” she asked.
It has been on my mind all day, I will admit. Wondering. Wondering if there is something to this timing, wondering if the universe has given me a second chance to get the ceremony right. To have all the pieces in proper order, placement, harmony. Internally/Externally.
I told Sharky about the 12:22 time-glitch, saying I was hoping the window of opportunity was still open. His response- “Oh yeah, ya know – a glitch in the system, doors open, window’s close, behind the stairs and through the hatch.”
Through the hatch.
I thought of the vision I had years ago of an atom bomb exploding… recalling in that moment not particularly wanting to be there, so in a flash I fell through the hatch – the secret trap door that lead to a parallel universe on the other side of the floor.
I do believe that in any given scenario there’s a creative way out, be it trap door or glitch in the system, but I digress.
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I told her that I felt there was still something I needed to take care of, a loose end, maybe something I overlooked or have not given proper heed to. Something I still had to tend to, the key. I felt that it shouldn’t matter in reality, but this sinking suspicion that it could, it haunted me… But what the “it” was I guess there’s no way to be sure until it’s done, “it” could be quite variable depending on the context, but in this moment, the moment we’ve all been waiting for – If I trust my own assertions, if I trust how my creation informs me, than I myself am playing out the saga here on earth to test these theories out irl –
So maybe I should just stop chancing it, and just trust myself.
I asked what the 12:22 time-slip meant to her. “It feels like something imminent” she said “But I get the sense that it can be peaceful, like maybe something is shifting… but tonight when I go to sleep, I can be in the space of centered relaxation, calm inside myself. Maybe there in that space something new can grow.”
“Hennything is possible”
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In conversation over dinner she had said “You always know immediately after making a decision, whether it was the right choice or not. You feel it inside of you if something is off, feeling tension, constriction, unease… And you can feel it when you are in line with your own personal truth – a sense of peace inside your body, of something opening up, something growing, something new.”
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