CAPTAINS LOG:
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11AM: Noticing a CIRCLE theme. rTransmission from TV – “The Meditation Circle” on talkshow. Circles showing up in my cooking – natural formation of symbiotic patterning – falling into kaleidoscopic form – like chaos theory and the governing systems of the rainforest /sacred geometry – feeling a refreshing return to what I first experienced after the Big Bang, how I had naturally discovered how to act as a goddess on earth – that of which I had forgotten over the years of darkness and confusion. It was surprising to me how immediately familiar this feeling was after having turned my back to it, caught in my own torment (Seeking for meaning in hell – in the catacombs of the mind. I think of the game Hennessy told me about, the one designed to algorithmically learn your psychology, learn your fears by how you react – so the game becomes increasingly challenging, as jump scares and challenge twists are built in, based on your own nightmares.
*TV commercial in other room about selling your gold. “Hard on cash? Look no further, Here at Jim’s Gold and Pawn we are giving TOP DOLLAR for GOLD! Recycle your gold jewelry that would otherwise be gathering dust and live the life you deserve!” – I think of the Great Depression
What is gold? What does that mean?
Sharky told me the ancients knew. What about the futurists?
3PM DRIVE 2 SF: ORACLE RADIO PLAYLIST:
Changes – David Bowie
Johnny and Mary – Robert Palmer
That’s Entertainment – The Jam
Hurdy gurdy man – Donovan
The man who sold the world – David Bowie
Super Star – Sonic Youth
4:22PM: On my way to the ship my eye caught a drum on the sidewalk, a full oddity shop inside of someone’s garage. I have been here before, this is where I found my disco ball. I pulled over. I asked him to play it for me wanting to hear how it sounds, as he drummed a man walked laughing and and yelling “LOOK HE’S PRAYING!” at least that’s what I thought I heard. Then “Yeah keep playing keep playing you’re sounding good!!! I’m from Tijuana, I play the drums too! I’ve played at Woodstock, I’ve played all over the world with many bands! I played with Santana!”
The man was José “Chepito” Areas. SAY WHAAAT?!?! He summons to me and says “Come over sometime and we’ll play the drums and have a BBQ! Here!- A Christmas a souvenir! For you – take it, it’s yours.” He hands me a card – it’s his hall of fame card, on the back, there’s a loving inscription from Santana.
Hahahahah! I though of the message that came to me a couple weeks back when I got trapped in the 007/Confessions of a dangerous mind/Catch me if you can triple feature loop. You have to convince him, no matter how the story goes or what timeline you are in, you have to get him to see. Pull out all the stops, write all of it down, give it your all, in all of the timelines this is what is needed at this time. Torch insurance.
