I kinda can’t believe the overwhelming sense of tranquility that has washed over me, suddenly it feels. This morning the blue sky birds sang out their morning tune, and I sang too.
It has been showing up to me, this feeling of peace… recently in brief passing scents of fire on the wind, in the the darkness of the night, windows rolled down, whirling past the ghosts on the wing… semi-unfamiliar – this feeling of tranquility (especially unfamiliar in the recent-past episodes… seasons… the greater majority of the series – if I am to be real about it, even the moments of glory have come with elated apprehension) …
I recall it was only days ago that I was trapped in hell.
But now there is movement where there was once a universe in captivity.
I see the point, I know what it is I am doing, I believe in the bricks of the yellow brick road that I see forming before me, every step that I take in the right direction.
A new center of gravity. X.
Something has shifted in me. My fire is burning brighter than I would have expected at this time, and I see that action is the way to fuel these jet’s to the sky.
Feeling incredible gratitude for everyone who has been a part of this wacky beautiful process, this life… all the angels, teachers, friends and guides who have supported the journey, and shared with me their addition to the technicolor movie.
