Ok today – Sat Jan 22 … Feels like weeks since I’ve last posted – since the full moon on the 17th. I allowed myself some time for recalibration, time away from thinking about anything I’ve been thinking about, time and space to allow Chaos Theory to work it’s magic with the intention I’ve given the universe.
Time for rest and peace, building foundation.
There is a time after expending energy to relax and receive. I’m into it, allowing myself this space. And I must say in this time, there have been some verrrrry interesting new developments – The dream could be more than just make-believe.
CAPTAIN’S LOG: (1/17 – 1/21)
Jan 17: Full moon. Last post.
Jan 18: Hell day. Showed up @ G’s midday to her freaking out over a blow out with my mom. Bad vibes. I bought a tent and some camping gear.
Jan 19: Found a large canopy that had been left on the doorstep – Set up a beautiful outdoor room in the back yard, the mosquito netting adding a whimsical air to the outdoor haven – a chilly but nice place to be. Camping gear – multi useful.
- Mom called, putting in her formal resignation – finally done with overseeing the care for G & ready to research assisted living facilities.
Jan 20: While resting on the couch after an energetic cleanse, I flippantly perused craiglist ads – homes for sale, just out of curiosity… wondering if there might be something with land to work with… Something close enough to everything, but somehow remote at the same time. First page – There it is – Dream home on potentially shady looking CL post.
- Called Realtor – shady looking ad actually legit. Definitely a biiiiiit out of our price range, but – it’s the literal dream. I think it’s absolutely possible, in fact I think it’s kismet. I’ve been dreaming this place for a very long time.
- laughing to myself imagining all the “future annoyances” that we’ll have to go through having to fence off part of the yard so the dog doesn’t get lost in the hills on all those acres of land… “Yaaa, pup is definitely NOT allowed to play with the horses haha!!” Future horses exist somewhere in the world right, why not here? Seems just as reasonable as anyplace else.
Jan 21: Told G about the house I found, finessed any potential freak out, got a green light to move forward.
- Set up time with Realtor for us to see it in person on Tuesday.
- Reconnaissance mission – Everything from the outside checks out, the dream’s potential still exists at this juncture. Radio on drive home plays suuuuper happy, hopeful songs including “this land is your land”
- Mom texts me to let me know a woman from the assisted living facility will be coming to meet with G on Tuesday. I call Realtor & change the house viewing from Tuesday to Monday. Tell mom about house, don’t mention price, she seems open-ish to my proposal. So – MOVIN’ FORWARD!
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The natural order of timing here with offered options back to back, could have the effect of rapid decision making – no more waffling around holding on to property in a town that burns down every year – I thought that was a silly move investment-wise in the first place, but it needed to happen at the time, and now it’s something different. SO here’s hoping for the ABSOLUTE BEST.
Very curious to see what the next step will bring.
